Silent Thoughts
Sunday, October 24, 2004

Hello hello.... long time no blog eh?? haiz... no time la.. too bz with work and all... anyways.. put small tok aside... Friday was graduation day... i know technically speakin, that isnt goin to be the last day we'll be seeing each other... but there was this eerie atmosphere to it... like we are all goin away... far far away... our teachers gave short messages to be put on powerpoint slides... all the messages were so motivational... especially my eng teacher, Mrs Tan's message... it was so sad that some upon readin it started cryin... how heart breaking... haiz... then we had to take pics with her and i said somethings that made her tear... unawaringly i made myself tear too.. haha... The took some pics for rememberance... Ruby, Connie, Kumari, Yani, Kala, Lavina, Daphane & Bhavani.... Thnaks for what u have done for me during my sec school days... If it werent for u, everything would have been different.. Thank You So Much...

Connie burnt a cd for me with beautiful songs in it... din realli have the time to listen to it until yesterday nite.... was lyin in bed in complete darkness... hugging snuggles (my soft toy)... listenin to the songs on the cd.. starin out of the window... in silent thought... all kinda thoughts... where would i be in 5- 10 yrs time??? where would my friends be in 5-10 yrs time??? how would the world end??? why are there stupid wars going on in the world killin many innocent pple??? where do we go after death??? i mean would we look down on our body and go... "hey!! thats me!! eh wait.. that cant be me.... im me... and why am i floating upwards toward the white light in the sky.. and where is that soft music coming from??? help help!!!" is that how we would feel??? haiz... so many Q not answered.... who can tell me the ans??? no one... thats if ur god in disguise or somethin, which i dun think is possible.... haiz.... k then... tataz... till my next post... baibai...

...torn-apart

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