Fucking Support
Wednesday, December 15, 2004

I juz want a little bit of fucking support!!! Is that too much to ask??? I want to diet means i want to diet la... ma pasal.. all U can do is give me FUCKING support.. instead of that offer me food ans say nvm nvm its ok.. juz a bit juz a bit.. i dun want A BIT of food.... I WANT UR FUCKING SUPPORT.... if u cared for me you would support me in wadever im doin... even if u dun like the idea, u would support IF u ever cared for me... DO u know how it feels to walk into a shopping mall oni to find things that DUN fit u in anyway???? ITS HORRIBLE U FUCKING IMBECILES!!! U WILL NEVER KNOW HOW IT FUCKING feels.... all u slim people know how to do is gourge down ur food and never put on weight.. is it MA fucking fault that i have a genetic problem??? IS IT??? and im tryin to make the best out of ma situation and do u give any help??? NO...... all u people ever go is... FOOD FOOD FOOD... i know it isnt good to starve maself... i KNOW it isnt... so if i dei i rather die a slim person in a normal-sized coffin.. i rather die that way then die out of heartattack or wadever shit... if i hade cancer would U tell me not to go for therapy?!?!?!?! WOULD U?!?!?!? if i had a heart probelm would u stop me from going for surgery?!?!!? would UUU???

Fuck it la... no one understands..

...torn-apart

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