Mixed Feelings
Thursday, December 02, 2004

im sooooooo fulll of mixed emotions right now... emotions -----> bad ones... i dunnoe wad to say.. i dun wanna change u... i'll change maself for u... i seriously dunnoe wad to say.. i love u too much to let u go, C.... all those times we had.... happy moments... i dun ever wanna let go.. but i dun wanna hurt u as well... im so frustrated... maybe its just pure jealousy... that im bein pushed away... to the back since someone has taken over... i seriously beginning to feel like im driftin far away... to some unknown place.. back to square one... with no one beside me... plz dun leave me.. i thank god everyday for gettin u... looks like its all going to go away...

I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
- Avril Lavigne

...torn-apart

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