~You~
Saturday, September 03, 2005
Did you have to call out of the blue? What kind of excuse is, "someone was playing a fool with my phone"? Do you have any idea how hard it is to forget? Now everything's coming back to me. This sucks. It really does. Whatever you gave, you are taking back twice as much. Do you really have to say the things you say? It hurts real bad. Im not the 'imaginary' thing you have built up in your head. Deal with it. Don't deny. It just makes things worse. And why must I always have to be the one making the first move? It sickkens me. It does. So for a change, why don't you? You know, I have no idea why you called. I am not even sure if it was an accident. What I think is that you thought that I forgot you so you had to make this 'accidental' call to remind me of you. You know what? I was almost there. BUT YOU HAD TO CALL. You just had to. Ruby, Penny, or whoever reading this, please tell me why certain guys have to have so much ego? Why can' they swallow their pride every once in a while like we do. I regret meeting you. I really really do. Now, I just want to forget. So please, let me.
...torn-apart
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;; Naz aka [G.o.a.T]
;; 16 going on 17
;; Scorpio
;; Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts (Nafa)
;; Ist Year Fashion Marketing & Merchandising Student